*gets abducted by aliens* thank you. you have no idea how much i hated living on that planet
The one thing that I honestly have the most anxiety about is friends. I want friends that do not sit there and talk shit about me behind my back, or keep things from me, or hang out with my worst enemy and tell them all of the things I told her. Please do not pretend to be my friend, I honestly cannot sleep at night because of the level of betrayal that brings.
She wears short skirts I wear t-shirts and we’re both getting sent home from school because its distracting to boys apparently
okay this one made me laugh
Thinking of going on meds for my depression… But was wondering what everyone else thought and what your experiences were?
Have you ever driven down the road, crying so hard that you had to pull over. And as you sit there among the passing cars, you think to yourself how easy it would be to just open your door and step out in front of a car and all of this trouble would be done. No more crying, no more pain. I know it is selfish, but really isn’t everyone.
What if the demons inside my head are right. What if they never go away, and my life never gets any better. It just gets more complicated. I want to go back to the way it was back then, I was so happy. But I guess it was all a lie anyways. That is why I sit here and ask myself if this is all a lie, is it getting better, or in two more years will I be confronted with the same demons that haunted me two years earlier. Am I really happy, or does it just seem that way. I was SOO in love two years ago, and I was so happy. Come to find out it was all a joke to you. But “now your serious” right? You were back then too. Im just not sure if I can continue on living my life like this. I do not appreciate SUPRISES. So if you have something to tell me, that you think might upset me, just don’t. I would rather save myself the tears and drama. I just want to be happy.